Sunday, August 12, 2007
7:18 PM

i wish i could,although it seems to be facing many difficulties......but stil, i just somehow wanna say this out, afterall it's the 1st time i did this....

im scared of being hurt, and i always have no confidence in this.....i feel lost when encountering all these as i have no idea how to handle them so that nobody will gets hurt. i just feel so pain....

being able to be thr when u r in need, sharing ur troubles when u frown, although i cannot do much for you right now....i just dun wanna see u so tired! hoping u r enjoyin ur life no matter what u r doing....and simply be happy...

n most importantly, im really scared of being avoided, esp by those ppl i love so much...haiz...still rmb, got one time when i was in sec 3, a guy who use to be very close to me suddenly isolate me so far away,that one week was the saddest week i ever experienced....well....e reason was because he had some problems in his relationship,n the gal was jealous of him being close with me....well that sounds childish,undeniably. but i still can't forget..that feeling of being ignored!

honestly im scare of it....
haiyaa...y am i so emo todae?!

well....nvm....be strong :D

[ this is how it all started* ]